i'm going to try something new my friends.
take a page out of old quinten's book.
alejandro! i forgot about you.
this weekend, either the world ends or i find a north american goat to milk.
#gulp.
god bless all the real ones. come my way - you'll know me when you see me.
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Sunday, May 15, 2011
whatareyou
the eerieness is not in the content i feel; rather the time-space in which it occurs. i feel like i've been here before - in a very uncanny way. i was just here - and now i'm retelling the memory. i am the narrator and i hear my own voice; the images are slowly happening before me, at once. however, something is different. hence the uncanny. every other detail is constant and you wonder how the removal of one variable from all moments failed to incite, something! everyone truman show acted like nothing had changed. but she did notice something, yes! yes....
she did!
how could she not?
it was the same glazed look from His eyes. even He couldn't hide this fact. the rest of the universe couldn't keep that dirty secret. didn't want to either.
this song is about a guy with an alcoholic dad and a weepy mama. i would believe it. in my heart of hearts. how can a human who is nervous, with fluttery butterflies in his stomach and dreams in his heart and awareness and mindfulness and the ability and opportunity to love and and and fall away from this bonding? the banter is the best part[y]. i am wary of people who like it, but i am even more wary of the squirrel who does not prepare for winter. while the other furry beings furrow and dig and work and sweat i ask; what does he know? and more importantly who told him?
the truth is: i know i am supposed to find love very soon. the gypsy from la ciotat was authentic. sometimes i think cynthia plays her eyes. because her energy is as strong.
for my own sake, i need to end this on positive note. so i will say two more things.
negative: rly a SR!!?
positive: u got 2 feel bad 2 know good.
a guatemalan girl of 23 is more wise than i ever hope to be. love is blind, but you don't need to see in order to navigate the relevant wavelengths people. music, brains, and touch. and respect. but that's obvious. that's love. onward!
she did!
how could she not?
it was the same glazed look from His eyes. even He couldn't hide this fact. the rest of the universe couldn't keep that dirty secret. didn't want to either.
this song is about a guy with an alcoholic dad and a weepy mama. i would believe it. in my heart of hearts. how can a human who is nervous, with fluttery butterflies in his stomach and dreams in his heart and awareness and mindfulness and the ability and opportunity to love and and and fall away from this bonding? the banter is the best part[y]. i am wary of people who like it, but i am even more wary of the squirrel who does not prepare for winter. while the other furry beings furrow and dig and work and sweat i ask; what does he know? and more importantly who told him?
the truth is: i know i am supposed to find love very soon. the gypsy from la ciotat was authentic. sometimes i think cynthia plays her eyes. because her energy is as strong.
for my own sake, i need to end this on positive note. so i will say two more things.
negative: rly a SR!!?
positive: u got 2 feel bad 2 know good.
a guatemalan girl of 23 is more wise than i ever hope to be. love is blind, but you don't need to see in order to navigate the relevant wavelengths people. music, brains, and touch. and respect. but that's obvious. that's love. onward!
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
wilkommen auf den USA!
the title tells all.
today, i met elliott (he wore a suit). i also met a young dreamer slash former sandwich maker by the name of d'angelo. he wanted to save the children and asked all the right questions: do you like hip-hop? what is your passion? do you like to kick it? yet, it was really elliott who startled me.
then i met dominique from atlanta & a pretty girl in love. then i thought about love and what people do for love. but mostly i just asked why. in her case, she bought a fancy new dress & came to our parts to find the perfect footwear. she said the occasion was "trying to get my boyfriend back." you could tell she had been crying.
brother. i hope she gets what she needs. not what she wants. it's basically never the same.
oh and finally - if not most importantly, i welcomed two swiss-german teens to the USA.
today, i met elliott (he wore a suit). i also met a young dreamer slash former sandwich maker by the name of d'angelo. he wanted to save the children and asked all the right questions: do you like hip-hop? what is your passion? do you like to kick it? yet, it was really elliott who startled me.
then i met dominique from atlanta & a pretty girl in love. then i thought about love and what people do for love. but mostly i just asked why. in her case, she bought a fancy new dress & came to our parts to find the perfect footwear. she said the occasion was "trying to get my boyfriend back." you could tell she had been crying.
brother. i hope she gets what she needs. not what she wants. it's basically never the same.
oh and finally - if not most importantly, i welcomed two swiss-german teens to the USA.
Monday, May 9, 2011
a white lock & a black key
the most appealing are the most elusive but it's only so they can preserve their essence. let's start with that for today. i will try not to lose you by describing all that jumps from node to axon. axon to node. only i can, and need to understand usually. but - this subject is too important; it applies to all of us. so i have to actually use words and embrace precision.
the yogurt doesn't need the fridge very much - especially if we ate it right away. miss richardson told me that.
people come and people go. as long as you understand 6 for this cycle then we can spin. a little lurid.
I KNOW WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR. I AM SEARCHING FOR THE UNCANNY. i heard somewhere that it's the least researched human emotion, experience, whatever. here's what they have gathered:
"because the uncanny is familiar, yet strange, it often creates cognitive dissonance within the experiencing subject due to the paradoxical nature of being attracted to, yet repulsed by an object at the same time. this cognitive dissonance often leads to an outright rejection of the object, as one would rather reject than rationalize."
maybe in 5 months. i'll find myself somewhere not too far away with someone who makes me feel a little like this. and in reality, the feeling i like is not being with any ONE in particular. but, instead, the fiendish feeling. that eerie experience of knowing i was here before and not having any idea where you went.
if it's spinning you desire then realize you can't spin forever people (you'll tip over). just a little while. ID.
the yogurt doesn't need the fridge very much - especially if we ate it right away. miss richardson told me that.
people come and people go. as long as you understand 6 for this cycle then we can spin. a little lurid.
I KNOW WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR. I AM SEARCHING FOR THE UNCANNY. i heard somewhere that it's the least researched human emotion, experience, whatever. here's what they have gathered:
"because the uncanny is familiar, yet strange, it often creates cognitive dissonance within the experiencing subject due to the paradoxical nature of being attracted to, yet repulsed by an object at the same time. this cognitive dissonance often leads to an outright rejection of the object, as one would rather reject than rationalize."
maybe in 5 months. i'll find myself somewhere not too far away with someone who makes me feel a little like this. and in reality, the feeling i like is not being with any ONE in particular. but, instead, the fiendish feeling. that eerie experience of knowing i was here before and not having any idea where you went.
if it's spinning you desire then realize you can't spin forever people (you'll tip over). just a little while. ID.
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