the most appealing are the most elusive but it's only so they can preserve their essence. let's start with that for today. i will try not to lose you by describing all that jumps from node to axon. axon to node. only i can, and need to understand usually. but - this subject is too important; it applies to all of us. so i have to actually use words and embrace precision.
the yogurt doesn't need the fridge very much - especially if we ate it right away. miss richardson told me that.
people come and people go. as long as you understand 6 for this cycle then we can spin. a little lurid.
I KNOW WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR. I AM SEARCHING FOR THE UNCANNY. i heard somewhere that it's the least researched human emotion, experience, whatever. here's what they have gathered:
"because the uncanny is familiar, yet strange, it often creates cognitive dissonance within the experiencing subject due to the paradoxical nature of being attracted to, yet repulsed by an object at the same time. this cognitive dissonance often leads to an outright rejection of the object, as one would rather reject than rationalize."
maybe in 5 months. i'll find myself somewhere not too far away with someone who makes me feel a little like this. and in reality, the feeling i like is not being with any ONE in particular. but, instead, the fiendish feeling. that eerie experience of knowing i was here before and not having any idea where you went.
if it's spinning you desire then realize you can't spin forever people (you'll tip over). just a little while. ID.
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